Question by Jolie: How do I deal with the death of my child’s father?
We dated for several months, I let him move in with me, I got pregnant, I kicked him out because of his decietfulness.

I was angry, but kept in touch with him about our daughter’s birth, etc. When she was 7 months old, I took her to meet him. (He lived in another town a good drive away and he didn’t drive.)

Soon after this I he disappeared. I tried to keep in touch but he was nowhere to be found. I finally applied for child support in order to find him–I wanted to keep in touch with him for her sake.

Last summer, when she was 3 years old, he and I talked, then we later met for a visit. (If I had known then, I would have taken a picture.) We started talking on the phone a lot after that. I was broke, so was he, so it wasn’t easy to get together for another visit. I let them talk, I was letting her get to know him. He wanted to be her daddy.

Then, the night of my birthday (officially the next morning), November 10, 2005, he hanged himself.

I just don’t know how to feel.
Another thing is I don’t know if he intended to die or increase a high. I feel better if I think of it as an incredibly stupid accident.

And I do feel guilty some, because I thought about calling him that night to get him to tell me happy birthday, but I didn’t.

I will not tell my daughter anything but accident until she is grown, there is no need for her to know, and she really didn’t know him well, so I try to give her good things to remember of him.

I just don’t know how to even define my own feelings.

Best answer:

Answer by rockydriver22
Beer and Vodka

Answer by andrewdezarn
he did the right thing. do the same.

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